Depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 Assalamualaikum. Hello!

Lately I was so mad with myself. Maybe my driving practice was effecting my mood. I do not know. Why I am so clumsy? How to throw this kind of behavior? HOW??? HOW??? I am always doing the same mistakes. It was not one mistake. A lot! I hate it! I was so stressed with myself. How to improve myself? I am trying so hard! But when I was sharing this kind of feeling with Mom. Mom always give me support to do better. But....I do not know what happened to me actually in this holidays. And one more thing! I am become more depressed when my semester result came out. I feel that I am so stupid! I can not do well in academic and life also. Why I am saying that I can't do well in life? Teruk wei aku drive. Teruk gila. Yela driving is needed for life right? And.. I know what will happened if I tell what on my mind to my dearest friends.

I bet they will advised me like this way.

For academic.
1. Allah bagi apa yang kita perlu bukan apa yang kita nak.
2. And yes Allah give this test to you because He love you.
3. Next semester you should try harder than last semester.

For life(driving)
1. Hang boleh buat laa. Hang relax ja.
2. Hang tak biasa lagi tu.

But sometimes I feel like i really need this kind of words to gain my confident back. Hope I can reduce my mistakes. And be a better person in future. Pray for me! Amin! And I am hoping I will pass the JPJ tests in this August! Amin!

That's all from me,

Clumsy Girl